Covid killed everyone’s motivation
Naw. For me, I have been worried about getting sick since the '90s due to being immunosuppressed. For me, my motivation was killed since I was out of commission from abscesses and Home IV, daily nurse visits and loss of muscle mass in 2008. I had great energy and motivation before my health really went south physically despite all I had been going through healthwise since the 70s... Even though Anemia really kicked my ass, I find that loss of muscle mass is a lot harder to recover from. With all the surgeries I have had .. and that sudden weight gain of 4 sizes in only a few months that doctors just shrugged at and misdiagnosed me, my motivation is sitting on my ass on disability and playing video games or checking in on all the sick around me, my nieces and nephews, my medical Facebook, as well as sleeping as I am always tired since being diagnosed with sleep apnea years ago.
Blaming Covid is easy to do but not what killed my motivation. It was dead way before that
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Covid affected everyone else a lot worse than me, including family members as 40% of my family are conspiracy theorists.
In fact, I have gotten rid of a LOT of stuff but my situation has Impeded my ability to just get rid of all excess since 2001 when I ended up back on dialysis the first time around and was severely anemic. Then moving from a 3 bedroom house with a basement to a 2 bedroom and then after switching from Peritoneal Dialysis to Hemodialysis moving to a one-bedroom but still having a lot of the stuff from the house ... ya ... you can see the situation clearer now.
